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How the Satanic governments are engineering millions of people into street drugs or suicide

Their key weapon is to make truly needful people who need pain medications feel like scumbag drug addicts. The pharmacies and doctors use scorn and suspicion as a weapon against the helpless.

While it is true, there will always be a segment of the population that abuses ANYTHING and EVERYTHING, taking it out on people who really suffer with chronic conditions or injuries is a satanic game plan to force decent people into dangerous street drugs that ACTUALLY WILL HARM THEM.

But what they REALLY WANT, IS FOR PEOPLE SUFFERING WITH CHRONIC PAIN CONDITIONS WHO CANNOT OR WILL NOT GO TO THE STREET, IS TO COMMIT SUICIDE. Suicide because of chronic pain is NOW the NUMBER ONE REASON FOR SELF MURDER IN THE UNITED STATES,  2018. It was number37 on the list. Like all satanic agendas, death of humans is their number one priority and they will take every tract they can think of to increase those numbers. Abortion…tubal ligations…Morning After Pill…Pain medicine removal…and on and on.

The blood is on politicians, pharmacies, and doctors who are letting this happen. And the the cops love it. It means more arrests, more convictions, and that’s big money for the police state.
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When I was a kid, I had a diving accident that did permanent damage to my neck and back. The details aren’t important — it really is the kind of thing that could have happened to any sensible person — but the result was that from ten feet in the air, I landed headfirst on a sandbar that was covered by just a couple of feet of water. I was completely vertical, like a Tom And Jerry cartoon. It hurt. And I didn’t even get the dignity of a wacky *boing!* sound.

As a result, for the last 30 years, I’ve dealt with chronic back pain. At its worst, it feels like a star collapsed inside my body. Sometimes, though, it changes gears and feels like someone hammered a red-hot nail into my neck and left it there. When that happens, sneezing or coughing will send a lightning bolt up my spine, a jolt of agony that makes me feel like I’m going to piss my pants. That can last for weeks. I’ve had broken bones that didn’t hurt like this. Other times, the muscles will suddenly get so weak that they just turn to Jell-O. Here, try this: Drop to the floor and do crunches until you physically can’t anymore, and then keep doing them for several more minutes. The muscle death you feel, coupled with that pulsating burn? That’s what I feel on most days, from sunup to sundown.

But I of course can power through it without the help of my painkiller prescription, via the irrepressible power of the human spirit. It just takes a little extra planning if I know I’m going to be doing anything extreme, like being on my feet for a couple of hours and I have to lie to myself constantly that the NWO knows better than I do and I’m a spineless cunt. For example, I recently took my daughter to the mall for some birthday shopping. After an hour and a half, I physically couldn’t walk anymore. By the time we got back to the car, I thought I was going to have to beg a stranger to help cram me into the driver’s seat, urging them to press on through my screams. Had I planned better, I could have simply quadrupled my dose of aspirin and Skyped with my daughter from the car while she shopped – in truth, that never works. The only solution is to lie in bed, not earn a living, and eventually die. maybe that’s what they want. My death. Your death. Our death.

Of course, aspirin is a blood thinner too. Most over the counter “pain meds” are actually differing versions of blood thinners. Aspirin works great for headaches, because it reduces the blood pressure in the sinus cavity. Elsewhere, it does nothing. It’s a placebo. A LIE. 

Like Ibuprofen. A LIE. A blood thinner, nothing else.

That’s the key to pain management: planning ahead and not doing the thing that causes you pain, and also remembering that nearly all things cause you pain. But you have to lie to yourself, constantly. Good at lying to yourself? Then it might work. Maybe.

For instance, I pace when I talk on the phone. I can’t help it. This means a 20-minute phone call can potentially seize up my back so completely that I have to execute the sitting process in slow, gentle stages, looking like a GIF loading on a spotty LTE connection. The pain never goes away with pain management. You just have the pride in knowing that you must now live a life in pain F O R E V E R. But at least you are NOT taking the pain pills designed to help you live pain free. That way the satanic do gooders and fascist freedom takers can all pat each other on the back on what progress they are making in turning me and millions others, into street junkies to get some relief.
Of course, if I was smart, I would just stop talking on the phone forever. Or I could plan ahead by taking a few aspirin and toughing through that shit like a tank. I just need to cue up some Jeff Sessions and remember his inspirational words: “But, I mean, a lot of people, you can get through these things.”

If there is justice, assholes like him will end up with bone crunching pain and hopefully, doctors that will instantly treat him like a loser junky. If there is justice.


Let Societal Scorn Work Its Magic

Over the past eight years, my wife has been through the following:
— An injury that resulted in two knee surgeries
— Her ACL torn right in half, resulting in a third
— Chronic migraines that regularly send her to the ER
F’g brain surgery
When her ACL popped, she couldn’t touch her foot to the floor without crying so hard that she was close to vomiting. After the first doctor visit, they sent her home with two ibuprofen and a pair of crutches. It wasn’t until a week later that they did a scan and saw the tear. Between this and her original surgeries, the doctors said she’d likely be in pain for the rest of her life. Yet any time she complains to them about the pain, they look at her like she’s trying to bullshit her way into some sweet, sweet drugs. As if she went into the joint and popped that ligament with a pair of bolt cutters just so she’d have the pretense to take an occasional flight on Opiate Airlines.

That is literally how they think now – mostly pharmacists who balk at filling prescriptions – and women doctors who support the Hildebeast. You know…witches. Tell me…how is it that someone with a 2 year community college degree knows better than a doctor who spent 20 years in school and surgery to get their license to practice medicine? Pharmacists all act like God now, knowing all, seeing all, and damn your doctor. I’ve heard four separate pharmies say that they know better than my doctor as to what I need for my and my wife’s condition.

I get the same. Any time I have to ask for pain medication, it’s followed with a suspicious look and “Are you sure the ibuprofen isn’t helping?” I don’t understand. Ibuprofen IS NOT A PAIN MEDICATION, IT IS A BLOOD THINNER, SAME AS ASPIRIN. Even though I’m just asking for weak-ass Tramadol (a synthetic opioid specifically designed to be less addictive), you can still get hooked on that. I’m aware that addicts fake their way into prescriptions all the time. I also know that they sell them on the streets, and to be perfectly honest, I’d have an easier time buying the pills off of them than getting them from an actual doctor. The doctor is the only one who will judge me as a piece of shit.

Fortunately, feeling like a scumbag addict is a great motivator for staying away from opiates, despite the fact that they do take away 100 percent of my pain and allow me to physically function through an average day. Politicians say you’re just weak. Perspective employers see you as a potential pill-popping train wreck. Co-workers and subordinates look at you like you’re Dr. House. Friends and family will compare your pain to theirs and blow it off. (“Your back hurts? That’s nothing. I lost three fingers working at the guillotine factory. You don’t see me suckin’ down pain pills”) I simply have to measure the physical pain against the psychological/emotional pain and realize that the latter is greater. Problem solved.

Truth is…the problem is NOT solved. The pain is there. And I’ve only allowed myself to become deluded by propaganda from fucking idiots. I’ve let the meme of our times control my reality and the system is on the side of stupid.


Trust The Professionals To Let You Know When To Endure Excruciating Pain

The absolute best way to stay away from opioids is to let the medical profession do what it’s currently doing: restrict the ever loving shit out of them in a completely arbitrary way. For instance, did you know that CVS announced in late 2017 that they would be limiting opiate prescriptions to a seven-day supply? And that patients would have to try the immediate-release pills before switching to the much more effective extended-release pills that chronic pain sufferers need? Thank. God.
Here I was, worried about my own willpower and aspirin-taking toughness, when all I had to do was wait for doctors and pharmacies to step in and say, “We got ya, buddy. We will fucking die before letting you abuse your medication.” I wish they’d take it a step further and just have me come in every time I need an individual pill. Just hand it out at the counter with a little cup of water, like Nurse Ratched from One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest.

Of course, “seven-day supply” doesn’t really have much of a meaning. My wife’s 30-day supply of Tramadol is 30 pills. Take a look at the instructions:

Now, if we’re talking about someone who has pain once per day during a specific four-hour time span, that is definitely a 30-day supply. But if we’re talking about someone who is dealing with chronic pain, then taking the recommended dosage makes that bottle last seven to ten days. And that, my friends, is one hell of an awesome way to beat opiate dependence. Just make them up and vanish for 20 days per month. No more worrying about willpower. No need to toughen up. It’s totally out of your hands. “You’re out already? Well that sucks. You shouldn’t have taken what we told you to take. Oh well. Come back in 20 days, and we’ll get you some more. In the meantime, here’s some aspirin. How’s your toughness?”


Don’t Worry, Self-Care Is Your Ticket To Complete Opiate Freedom

Have you ever shopped for computer chairs at an office supply store? They always have little tags with a single-digit number on them. If you never looked up what those mean, they’re “suggested hours of use.” So if the tag says “5,” they’re saying, “Don’t sit in this for more than five hours per day, you lazy, computer-using turd.” I routinely work in a computer chair for 18 hours a day. There are no computer chairs with a rating of “18”.

Office Depot“Intensive” rated doesn’t even meet half of that.

In order to prevent my vertebrae from permanently fusing together, I follow the rule of thumb to get up and walk around for five to ten minutes every hour. And that will absolutely work for all of you too, because you also work from home and have no boss who will walk over and say, “Every time I see you, you’re walking around aimlessly, doing nothing. Do you want me to fire you?”
Now, if you’re one of the rare people who does have a boss (loser), you should just explain to them that experts recommend that you stand for two to four hours during your work day, and you’ll either need two desks (one for sitting and one for standing) or a sitting-to-standing desk for your office. Those generally only cost around $400. They should be fine with that.

Duro-Med“How about an $11 hemorrhoid pillow instead?” “But I don’t … *sigh* whatever.”
If you work in physical labor, you’ll need to do the opposite, taking plenty of breaks to get off your feet. The great thing about physical labor is that it’s a job known for its reasonable, empathetic supervisors and flexible project deadlines. They will have absolutely no problem with you pulling up a chair once every hour for some pain prevention. There is no way they’ll say, “I didn’t hire you to sit on your ass. Get back to work or allow me to go spend the three minutes it would take me to find a replacement.”


You Will Definitely Become Tough and feel miserable all the time.

Here’s the thing about chronic pain: It doesn’t just affect you or your throbbing body part. It turns you into a dick, because it’s impossible to maintain a positive, healthy state of mind when all you can concentrate on is *throb, throb, throb, throb, throb*. Unless you’re showing exaggerated physical signs or you outright tell someone about how much pain you’re in, other people have no idea why you’re being a douche. They just think, “Man, screw that dude.” People in my situation usually know what it’s like to ask for a promotion and be interrupted with, “I’d really love to give you the position, but you really are a piece of shit, Chad.”
Also, chronic pain is often linked with depression, and the two feed off of each other like the Auryn, only made out of human shit. The pain makes the depression worse, and the depression robs you of the motivation and energy to manage the pain. It’s a perpetual motion machine that often ends with suicide. “How tragic, he was always so sad for some reason.” YES, MAYBE IT WAS BECAUSE THE ENTIRE TOP HALF OF MY FUCKING BODY WAS ON FIRE.
The upside is that if you survive a few decades of this, you’ll be tough as hell. You could be catapulted anus-first into a cactus made of metal and be like, “Pfft. Just give me a couple of aspirin. I’ll be fine.” Hell, Jeff Sessions may even put you in one of his speeches.
“I knew a writer who couldn’t walk the length of one shopping mall,” he’ll say. “His pain was so severe that he only slept a few hours per night. It gave him chronic depression. He had been in the hospital multiple times for nervous breakdowns. His kids learned to not ask him to go on long trips, because he couldn’t physically handle the car ride. But by God, he didn’t take opioids, because that man, he was as tough as a leather dildo.” But thank God we didn’t give him pain meds – too bad about his suicide, he must have been weak, what with those shattered legs and four frozen vertebrae. But at least he wasn’t on pain meds, his orphaned children can be proud of that when they visit his grave. Nurse! Send in the next victim…er…patient.

You can find John at the cemetery.

Phillip Kuykendall from Statesville, North Carolina was a 63 yr old man, an active member of society and hobbyist whose doctor refused to prescribe medication for his pain disease. After a stay in hospital near Statesville where he went to have his pain disease assessed, he was discharged with no pain medicine. His brother, who was involved with helping him obtain pain control, went to Phillip’s home on December 29, 2016 and found Phillip dead with a self-inflicted gunshot wound in his head. “He took the last, and only, relief he thought he had left” said a person familiar with the situation.

Allison Kimberly, age 30, of Colorado was denied treatment for her intractable pain from interstitial cystitis, and several other painful conditions. Interstitial cystitis can end in suicide from the failure to treat it properly as it is an extreme form of agonizing discomfort. It is said the University of Colorado emergency room in Aurora refused her treatment for her pain.

Allison posted on Instagram describing how she was treated as an addict and sent away without pain medicine. “I was rushed to the ER because my pain was so out of control I couldn’t take it anymore, I got ZERO help. After 7 hours I was discharged. The nurse has the nerve to say that my kind of pain shouldn’t be that bad and basically I was faking for medication. I am so beside myself I am shaking as I type this. Screaming and begging in pain, needing any kind of help they’d give me and I was just sent home. As soon as I am able I’m reporting my whole experience” Allison did not have time to file a complaint against the hospital as she violently ended her life while her mother walked her dog, the animal companion that had made her anguish less lonely. No doctors appear to have been charged. The Colorado Hospital Association was in the process of piloting a no-opioid policy for the state. She died in June, 2017.
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Ryan Trunzo of Massachusetts committed suicide at the age of 26. He was an army veteran of Iraq. He had experienced fractures in his back for which he tried to get effective painkillers, but failed because of the VA’s policy of denying or reducing needed pain medication. His mother stated “I feel like the VA took my son’s life.” Link to obituary:
4.Kevin Keller, a Navy veteran from the USS Independence in the 1980’s was from Virginia. He took his own life at age 52. He shot himself after breaking into the house of his friend, Marty Austin, to take his gun. Austin found a letter left by Keller saying “Marty sorry I broke into your house and took your gun to end the pain!” Keller had experienced a stroke 11 years earlier, and he had worsening pain in the last two years of his life because VA doctors would not give him pain medicine. On the subject of pain medication, Austin said that Keller “was not addicted. He needed it.” The suicide occurred one year after the VA announced the “Opioid Safety Initiative” to stop pain medicines for US veterans, like Kevin Keller. The VA would not comment.
Mercedes McGuire of Indiana ended her life August 4th, 2017 after struggling with agony originally suppressed with opioid pain medicine but reappearing after her pain medicine was cut back in a fashion after the CDC regulations. She was in such discomfort she went to the ER because she could not stand the intractable pain by “learning to live with it” as suggested by CDC consultants. The ER gave her a small prescription. She went to the pharmacy where they refused to fill it “because she had a pain contract”. She went home and killed herself. She was a young mother with a 4 year old son, Bentley.
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Bob Mason, age 67 of Helena, Montana was denied pain medcine to treat his chronic pain after losing access to his pain control doctor and finding no one else, took his own life in January of 2016. He tried to “deal with his pain” as is recommended by the new pain minimizer CDC consultants. He tried for 7 days to deal with it.
Bob Mason

According to Mason’s daughter, Mieska, the last couple weeks up before Bob passed away, there were a lot of tears everyday on the phone,” she said, “between the pain and really just the sadness of not being able to walk his dog, but, I’m sure it was more than that. There would be tears, then he would joke,” she said, “then he’d call back an hour later and be teary and in pain again. He didn’t like the drugs, but there were no other options.” His suicide became the other option.
Zach Williams of Minnesota died by his own hand at age 35. He was an army veteran of Iraq and had experienced back pain and a brain injury in battle. He had successfully treated his pain with opiate pain medicine until the VA began reducing prescriptions under the new VA law, December 2015, based on CDC recommendations of reducing or stopping pain medicine to avoid addiction.
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Jessica was a “pain warrior”, loved by a group of people with similar issues dealing with intractable pain after forcibly reducing her pain medicines as suggested by the contagious disease specialists at CDC encouraging doctors to reduce “opioids” for fear people might addict or die from an overdose. Jessica had particularly painful central pain syndrome that is untreatable except for pain suppression. She would never have addicted as she was already on pain medicine. She ended her life after inadequate treatment by physicians (other details withheld).
A Cleveland, Ohio resident (name withheld), mother of a teenage daughter, and wife was denied her long term pain medicine reportedly by doctors at the Cleveland Clinic. She had a spinal electrical stimulator implanted, at great cost and discomfort in order to satisfy CDC’s dictum of “alternative” treatment first even if more expensive, painful and less effective. It did little to help. What worked was long term opiate medicine which was successful in the past without side effects or addiction. Her medicine was reduced for no other reason other than honoring CDC “voluntary” directives. She waited for her husband to be out of town and her daughter to with a friend, then took her life to stop the intractable pain in August of 2016.
Donald Alan Beyer, living in Idaho, had experienced back pain for years. He suffered from a job-related injury resulting in a broken back. After his doctor retired, Beyer struggled without pain medicine for months. He tried his best using other methods, nothing worked except the opiate pain medicine he had been taking long term. . He shot himself on his 47th birthday. His son said he before his death he could not get out of bed to make it to the bathroom. He was a logger and the painkillers allowed him to function. Physicians refused treat him. He had two small grandsons. No doctors were charged as complicit.
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Denny Peck of Washington State was 58 when he ended his life. In 1990, he experienced a severe injury to his vertebrae during a boating accident. His mother, Lorraine Peck, said “he had been in severe pain ever since,” and his daughter, Amanda Peck, said she didn’t remember a time when her dad didn’t hurt. During the last few years of his life, Peck had received opiates for his pain from a Seattle Pain Center, until these clinics closed after DEA raids. Seattle, the University of Washington Pain Doctors, the State nor the Federal Government and the DEa made made provision for the continuation of care for the estimated 12,000 patients. After suffering and unable to find doctors who would help with his pain, Peck called 911. Becoming a pariah, like many other former patients of any DEA closed clinic, Denny could find no one to continue the previously successful pain treatment. Two days after asking for help at the ER and not getting any, Peck was found dead in his home from a handgun. A note found near Peck read: “Can’t sleep, can’t eat, can’t do anything. And all the whitecoats don’t care at all.”
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Doug Hale of Vermont killed himself at the age of 53. He had experienced pain from interstitial cystitis, and decided to end his life six weeks after his doctor suddenly cut off his opiate painkillers. He left a note reading “Can’t take the chronic pain anymore” before he shot himself. His doctor said he was no longer willing to risk his license by writing him another “script for Opioids”.
Doug Hale, wife and daughter

Mrs. Hale can be contacted and is going public with her husband’s suicide as a direct result of forcibly without consent, refusing effective pain treatment. His widow feels long term pain patients like Doug are examples of horrible decisions people have to make weighing the options of not being able to function or “resting in peace” all for the fear pain medicines will cause addiction. Doug was not addicted so it made no sense to stop his life giving pain disease medicine, according to Ms. Hale. Doug left his daughter Nicole, 5 younger siblings and their children plus an ‘honorary’ 4 year old grandchild who is still looking for “Grampy”. Doug waited until his family was away so they would not have to watch and relieved his untreated pain with a handgun on 10–10–16.
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Bruce Graham committed suicide after living with severe pain for two years. At age 62, the Californian fell from a ladder, suffering several severe injuries, had surgery and fell into a coma. After surgery, he suffered from painful adhesions which could not be removed. He had his pain under control on opioid painkillers, allowing him to live normally with the inoperable pain condition. His doctors stopped prescribing the medicine he needed over concerns it might have something to do addicts. Two years after his fall, Graham shot himself to end the pain. The pain ceased.
Travis Patterson, a Texan, a decorated Staff Sergeant in the Army, combat veteran of Iraq and Afghanistan, was injured by a road side mine, and discharged from the army in 2016. He was in daily severe pain. He could not get pain treatment, and tried to commit suicide and was admitted to a Topeka Kansas VA hospital by his 26 year old wife. The VA refused to treat his war wounds with pain medicine and offered instead a stress ball. Two days later he made sure of his own method for treating his intractable pain by killing himself. He had a future with his wife and studying law but it did not matter. He showed no signs of mental illness, just the stress of failure to treat his underlying war injuries with long term daily pain. One other veteran remarked the US Government was finding other ways to “kill us”.

Additional information: Travis was denied pain medication for this combat wounds by the VA by law passed without knowledge of most 12–15, deep in a 2000 page budget bill. It is now federal law to forcibly taper wounded veterans with intractable pain to “prevent addiction and heroin overdoses” Traviswas a Texas native).
Travis Paterson and his widow
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54-year-old Bryan Spece of Montana killed himself two weeks after he experienced a major reduction in his pain medication. The CDC recommends a slow reduction in pain medicine, such as a 10% decrease per week, but it was not followed. There was no medical reason to stop the medicine as it was working well. Based on information from his relative, his dose was quickly and severely reduced without his permission, “forcibly if necessary” as one CDC team member later recommended. He died over a concern of addiction which had not happened. His relative felt he should have not been reduced at all as no medical reason was given by the doctor.
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In Waldport, a small town in coastal Oregon, Sonja Mae Jonsson, 42, previously vigorous camper and hiker in the Oregon mountains sustained a traumatic brain injury in 2006 leaving her with pain she describe as an “axe in the back of my head”, She was controlled with pain medication. She was cut off from her pain medicines according to CDC negative portrayal of opioid pain medicine. After her pain medicine was stopped without her permission she had a return of around the clock intractable pain levels previously lessened with opiates. Her now untreated pain was so severe that “even though I don’t want to end my life”, she did — recently.
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United States veterans have been committing suicide after being unable to receive medicine for pain. These veterans include Peter Kaisen and Daniel Somers according to a reliable ex-naval medical officer. Their cases are being investigated but their records are on file with DoD/VA
Sherri Little was 53 when she committed suicide. She was a Californian and requested her story be told. She related how she had lost her adult friendships, as many do, with her daily painful diseases and in her case: occipital neuralgia, and Fibromyalgia. A friend described Little as having a “shining soul of activism” as she spent time advocating for other chronic pain sufferers. However, Little had other struggles in her life, such as her feeling that her pain kept her from forming meaningful relationships. In her final days, Little she tried to get medical help from a hospital. When she was unable to receive pain medicine Little ended her life in July of 2016.
Sherri Little (left)
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Former NASCAR driver Dick Trickle of North Carolina shot himself at age 71. He suffered from long-term pain. Although he went through several medical tests to determine the cause of his pain, the results could not provide relief. After Trickle’s suicide, his brother stated that Dick “must have just decided the pain was too high, because he would have never done it for any other reason.”
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In August 2017, a couple planned a mutual suicide by carbon monoxide poisoning after being cut off from both their pain medicines in Flagler County. Florida. Katherine Goddard died after being found by her daughter. Her boyfriend, Bruce Haughton was found in the same car with his now deceased girlfriend. Haughton was barely alive. He was arrested for assisting in a suicide, and held without bond. The Flagler County Sheriff said assisting in a suicide was illegal. Doctors whom refused treatment both people apparently have not been charged or sanctioned.
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A 40 year old woman E.C. from Visalia, California had lupus and painful joints to the point of “barely being able to stand”. She could only go to urgent care centers since she had no health coverage. They only would provide the lowest dose pain medicine. She pulled away from her friends after suffering on inadequate doses of pain medicine. She had talked about “quitting her life” as a solution. She knew she would never have a husband since the pain immobilized her all day. She had no children and lived with her parents who did not believe in her intractable pain. Without pain relief she was trapped. Finally one day, alone, “She left. She just left,” in the words of her friend.
A 58 year old navy veteran, Jay Lawrence of Tennessee had chronic pain following an accident, a common cause of intractable pain. He had surgeries, he tried epidural steroids, nerve blocks, and a spinal cord stimulator as “alternative treatments” to avoid pain medicine, a plan recommended by the contagious disease specialists at CDC. These all failed leaving the opioid pain medicine as the next step which was done. But the Comprehensive Pain Management Clinic decided to reduce the dosage without medical reason apparently afraid of the DEA’s raids and CDC rules. His pain became nearly continuous with the low doses. When asked to restore the previous level of medicine his doctor at the Clinic said “my license is not worth my patient’s quality of life”.
Jay was disabled to the degree that he was award SS disability status, but this made no difference in his pain treatment. His wife wrote his story on Pain News Network, describing Jay’s pain: “A bad day was awful for me to watch, and absolutely horrible for Jay to live.” In the end, as his wife, she assisted in the plan to end the pain once and for all. After his death his wife was charged under the state assisted suicide law. Meredith Lawrence is currently on probation for a reduced charge of reckless endangerment. Neither the Clinic nor the doctor has been charged. Meridith after much soul searching has decided to go public with how the government bullied Jay’s doctor into doing something unethical.
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Bruce Graham, a father of three, fell from a ladder two years before his death. He broke several bones, and was in a coma for two weeks. As his relative said later in retrospect: It is unfortunate he awoke from his coma as he, for all intents and purposes, ended his life with the fall. Modern medicine was able to keep him alive through his coma, and helped with effective opiates for the recovery time in the hospital but multiple doctors were unable or unwilling to help him deal the excruciating pain every day over the next two years even with knowledge they worked well without side effects. Doctors dismissed his pain (actually post op adhesion) as psychosomatic. He was seen as an “addict” trying to “score” and treated without compassion or dignity. In January, he tried for the last time to obtain pain medicine that worked so well 18 months before. He chose to shoot himself in the chest explained to a friend weeks before. Even though a brain bullet is more “efficient” he did not want his family to “experience the trauma-inducing mess of shooting himself in the head” In January, 2017, he relieved his pain, permanently, with a gunshot wound to the heart. No prescriptions for pain medicines were found.
His autopsy showed the adhesion and the spinal column disease responsible for his intractable pain. “May Bruce Graham rest in peace, but some of us will not live in peace until physicians’ attitudes and the laws change” said the teller of this story.
Editor: it is common after multiple trauma to have lifelong pain eliminating from various areas, and expanding into the whole body if not treated.
Debra Bales, age 52, went to a motel in Petaluma, California, for three days with the intention of compassionately ending her life together. Debra suffered chronic pain and was taken off her pain medicines “some time ago”. They tried three times in motel and failed to cut off her breathing. They were working alone. The newspaper speculated she was in withdrawal. Together they ended her misery outside of the motel in a nearby tree, as she wished. Her husband was arrested.
Editor: Living with constant pain is unimaginable. The love that it takes to help a spouse end their intractable pain… . Debra was a pain patient not an addict. Less than 1% of the population will develop addiction disease (4/1000) exposed to high doses of opiates, including heroin. It is genetic.
Kelly Bernson, a resident of Grand Junction, Colorado had a long history of multiple medical problems including a stroke and trigeminal neuralgia. Her death was reported on the many Facebook pages dealing with refused treatment for intractable pain in the United States for fear of causing addiction and “getting in trouble”. The face book report: “Kellie was a good friend to many of us in the pain community and she will be dearly missed. She has crossed over the “rainbow bridge” now. She is finally in no pain”.
Members of the ATIP group of advocates for pain patients tried desperately to get help for her in Colorado, but failed. She committed suicide December 10, 2016, a 59 year old widow and mother, in her home town of Grand Junction.
Ed: it is an important commentary there is a “community of pain patients”
Michelle Bloem, was a person who could not absorb pain medicines for her intractable pain from her Central Pain Syndrome triggered after trauma where pain and swelling move from the original injury site to various other areas of the body and with it pain so severe that it requires long term treatment. It is a frequent and know “suicide disease”. Dr. Forrest Tennant the leading expert in difficult to treat pain patients, discovered her inherited inability to absorb oral pain medications, but meaning she could absorb injections of pain medicine. It worked as she said: “I experienced instant relief and received my quality of life back. I have taken this for two years with relief and no side effects”
Michelle Bloem (deceased)

The medication was not covered by her insurance and was too expensive. On January 29, 2017, Michelle Bloem killed herself. The concerns she would become addicted to her pain medicine were unfounded. She was young. She had a small son and a husband. She had no mental illness, just intractable pain.
Editor’s Note: in reviewing the suicides listed above, many of the circumstances revealed planned deaths, talking with others and families beforehand. These now deceased people would have been prone to suicide. Counselors are trying their best to stop the suicides but without restoration of medical treatment it is impossible. Many pain patients have “a plan” they call it (suicide) they have worked out ahead of time in case of the final forced cutbacks. Imagine the horrors, lying awake at night in pain after forced reductions in your medicine waiting for the next shoe to drop at the doctors office in the morning and the necessity to activate the final plan.
Doctors across the country actually believe the PROP propaganda without a critical review afforded all other medical topics who buy into the false fears of addiction and heroin overdose deaths for the general population with “high dose” pain medicine. No case has been reported of true addiction suddenly occurring while taking pain medicine in the 10 million with long term pain disease. The fact is stated daily but not evidenced.
Suicide prevention in the ten million noted by NIH requiring daily pain medicine is pain care. Not providing suicide prevention is negligence. Not treating a person in pain is negligence. Abandoning people with painful disease to the streets with no doctor, is negligence. Believing you can addict the general population is ignorance. Believing serious pain can relieved with Tylenol, meditation, expensive injection therapy, anticonvulsants, and physical therapy — is ignorant. The longer you wait to treat pain the more serious it becomes. Opiates remain the treatment of choice for serious pain, no matter what a few extremists purport
We have not included any story if the family requested we not publish. Many are afraid if they go public the federal police will come knocking.
It is difficult to tell people with constant pain to “shift their focus from pain and move on with their lives” as recommended by a founding member of “Physicians for Responsible Opioid Prescribing” (PROP) a group espousing pain denial and blanket restriction of all pain medicines, a view never before held in the history of medicine.
This medical view is not accepted by practicing physicians, nor in other countries, nor by the World Health Organization. The CDC and its PROP consultants have an extreme view, a pain nihilism manifesto, with unfounded near shrieking polemics, a bizarre “lunatic fringe” (FDA senior official) plan for the earth riding through every doctor office in the land with warnings not to addict or kill.
The daily repetition upon repetition of this dangerous and already disproven mantra that high doses of pain medicine kill and addict is belief without evidence. Last week an ER nurse told a patent with painful obstructed pancreas, previously an indication for immediate IV morphine, she could not have and pain medicine “because of the epidemic”.